Cultivating Mystery
Feb. 24th, 2024 08:41 amCultivating Mystery

Not every operation is a success. There's a difference between learning about a concept and first-hand experience. I think this can be said without much controversy. It may even sound trite. But even if this statement could be accepted as universal fact, that doesn't explain how learning through experience substantially differs from rote memorization, nor the magical implications of practical work. What is "Experience" actually doing to us?
Magical practice can attract the attention of different types of spirits. These can include a variety of potential teachers, patrons, clients, benefactors, and homeless layabouts. A particular spirit of an "elemental" nature approached me with an offer to instruct. At the time, I was exploring different elemental modalities. I had no particular reason to be suspicious, but I wanted some guarantee of safety. This caused me to inadvertently abandon my normal way of relating to spirits; to my detriment.
Sometime before my first encounter with this spirit, I obtained three pretty pieces of jasper from a chintzy metaphysical shop. I had no particular use for these stones. I just thought they were pretty. Nonetheless, I wanted to employ them in some way. After this spirit approached me, I thought I could use these cheap pieces of trash to make some kind of "Triangle of Manifestation" in which to conjure the spirit. Was it my imagination or did the spirit roll its eyes?
The arrangement involved the three stones set in a triangle. Inside the triangle I set a glass dish on top of some black felt. I would fill the dish with water and use it as a scrying device/ham radio. I actually had some success using the setup for basic divination and remote viewing. However, things started to fall apart when I started designing a method to pull this spirit through the looking glass.
Unassisted readings just failed to reveal a method to conjure this spirit, so I resorted to tarot cards. My first tarot reading indicated that with much effort I could develop/download a very ceremonial method of spirit evocation using this setup, but that it would ultimately end in failure. So, I switched decks. The second reading using a different deck gave me the exact same answer, down to the last card drawn. The spirit was unimpressed. Sometimes I hate being a witch.
The message became clear. I was to approach this spirit the same way that I've approached dozens of spirits in this life. I may be able to employ ceremonial approaches that drag in spirits kicking and screaming, but apparently that would be cheating (for me). The methods of conjuration I employ have always involved a physical journey. It seems I'm meant to perfect this method. I benefit by committing to more intuitive techniques that require a sense of adventure and the cultivation of Mystery.
Ianvs

Not every operation is a success. There's a difference between learning about a concept and first-hand experience. I think this can be said without much controversy. It may even sound trite. But even if this statement could be accepted as universal fact, that doesn't explain how learning through experience substantially differs from rote memorization, nor the magical implications of practical work. What is "Experience" actually doing to us?
Magical practice can attract the attention of different types of spirits. These can include a variety of potential teachers, patrons, clients, benefactors, and homeless layabouts. A particular spirit of an "elemental" nature approached me with an offer to instruct. At the time, I was exploring different elemental modalities. I had no particular reason to be suspicious, but I wanted some guarantee of safety. This caused me to inadvertently abandon my normal way of relating to spirits; to my detriment.
Sometime before my first encounter with this spirit, I obtained three pretty pieces of jasper from a chintzy metaphysical shop. I had no particular use for these stones. I just thought they were pretty. Nonetheless, I wanted to employ them in some way. After this spirit approached me, I thought I could use these cheap pieces of trash to make some kind of "Triangle of Manifestation" in which to conjure the spirit. Was it my imagination or did the spirit roll its eyes?
The arrangement involved the three stones set in a triangle. Inside the triangle I set a glass dish on top of some black felt. I would fill the dish with water and use it as a scrying device/ham radio. I actually had some success using the setup for basic divination and remote viewing. However, things started to fall apart when I started designing a method to pull this spirit through the looking glass.
Unassisted readings just failed to reveal a method to conjure this spirit, so I resorted to tarot cards. My first tarot reading indicated that with much effort I could develop/download a very ceremonial method of spirit evocation using this setup, but that it would ultimately end in failure. So, I switched decks. The second reading using a different deck gave me the exact same answer, down to the last card drawn. The spirit was unimpressed. Sometimes I hate being a witch.
The message became clear. I was to approach this spirit the same way that I've approached dozens of spirits in this life. I may be able to employ ceremonial approaches that drag in spirits kicking and screaming, but apparently that would be cheating (for me). The methods of conjuration I employ have always involved a physical journey. It seems I'm meant to perfect this method. I benefit by committing to more intuitive techniques that require a sense of adventure and the cultivation of Mystery.
Ianvs




